25 July 2004 Disclaimer
I guess no one is ever going to read this blog, cos I'm not going to tell anyone about this. It's just going to be a place where I keep accountable to God and myself over the things that happen in my life. If you happen to read this, you've entered a world of my most private thoughts. My struggles, pains, hopes and disappointments. A spiritual journal perhaps.
Perhaps you could pray for me. Or pray with me. If this will reveal unto you the things of God, or become to you a source of encouragement or hope then I thank God for you.
Anyways, today is RH Orientation 04/05. Got myself a role as a scientist who invented a time machine. Wondering how I got myself into this mess...Have to act everyday except thursday. Really going to be tight. Need to push my Dedication CG to thursday and will have to leave council early this friday to take a cab down back to Hall to act for 5min. Seems stupid. Perhaps this just means that I'm totally disorganised in my commitments..Can't carry on like that...
Weird that I used to be a guy who looked into details..Merticulous would describe me. Yet as age gets onto me I become more relaxed and spend less time in considering the options. My strength has degraded to become my weakness. Perhaps I have been overloaded in recent years and so cease to consider the price of every decsion least I break down.Hmmm..still think this is essential though. Lord change me back to who I was. The mature, merticulous man of faith.
Still got C++ to study, Welcome Supper Cards to cut and Prayer and Praise Dedication CG to plan. Then there's other EE stuff to read before school starts. Oh God!! How am I to accomplish these. Was I too ambitious and overly procrastinating?
Lord I need Your strength and guidiance now. Lord let me wait on you and rise on eagles wings.
Perhaps you could pray for me. Or pray with me. If this will reveal unto you the things of God, or become to you a source of encouragement or hope then I thank God for you.
Anyways, today is RH Orientation 04/05. Got myself a role as a scientist who invented a time machine. Wondering how I got myself into this mess...Have to act everyday except thursday. Really going to be tight. Need to push my Dedication CG to thursday and will have to leave council early this friday to take a cab down back to Hall to act for 5min. Seems stupid. Perhaps this just means that I'm totally disorganised in my commitments..Can't carry on like that...
Weird that I used to be a guy who looked into details..Merticulous would describe me. Yet as age gets onto me I become more relaxed and spend less time in considering the options. My strength has degraded to become my weakness. Perhaps I have been overloaded in recent years and so cease to consider the price of every decsion least I break down.Hmmm..still think this is essential though. Lord change me back to who I was. The mature, merticulous man of faith.
Still got C++ to study, Welcome Supper Cards to cut and Prayer and Praise Dedication CG to plan. Then there's other EE stuff to read before school starts. Oh God!! How am I to accomplish these. Was I too ambitious and overly procrastinating?
Lord I need Your strength and guidiance now. Lord let me wait on you and rise on eagles wings.
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